Peacocks feathers matching denim, leather and suede. Oh and perfect hair and legs.
(Source: suunday)
& this gives me more inspiration to give it my all. Maybe in a way, this is how it’s suppose to happen. Of course I would have hoped things could have gone in a different route, but God knows what He’s doing. That’s why I feel confident in this, that this is no accident. Everything has a purpose and everything DOES happen for a reason.
You don’t know me yet, which is a good thing. I can start over with you. I might not be able to cover up my mistakes with others, but with you, I won’t need to cover up anything. I can start over because of you. I don’t even know you yet or seen you, but I know I already Love You. You make me want to become a better person and actually put effort in it, not just say it. It’s crazy how a stranger can impact someone off the bat, but then again, you’re no stranger. You’re going to be family. You’re going to be a Calixto.
Funny, I never wanted what they had. Although, everyone else did. It was beautiful, some even say a fairytale and I’m happy for them, but that was never for me….or at least I thought. I always saw myself as a lone wolf. I liked that title too. But this changed my mind. Maybe it’s the excitement or maybe this was the plan all along. Whatever it is, a phase or a forever kinda thing, I want what they have….that scares me, but it won’t stop me from going after what I want…maybe before…but not this time. This time, there is no more 2nd chances or 3rd chances, either I go for it or I stay a lone wolf until another opportunity comes along, which God only knows how long that would take.
They do it on purpose. -.-
